a poem.

Silent Screams
And they crawl through my mind
and they burrow and they speak softly
with those evil words,
poisoning me with my own blood,
I can't tell them,
those evil words are spinning and spinning
and I can't remember where I come from,
but I remember where I've been,
no regrets,
but drowning inside
and waiting for another day to let the screaming end.
Take me to the platform
and let me dance
and let the wind blow through me
and let the tears dry on my skin.
let them dissolve into joy.
and I dance
through the dirt while I talk to strangers,
but I'm their strangers,
strange girl with panic in her eyes
and a swing in her step about to
fall, to fall with no one there to catch
and I try and tell them but
those evil words come and convince me yet again,
so I cry and I fight them, those demons
living in my homes, houses,
for there's no hearts there,
those demons living in my houses that
laugh at this girls pain,
they think that they know fighting is what I live for,
this warrior.
and that my joy is in their tears, their pain, this bitch.
And I scream
but no sound comes and I cry
but they do not see the little poison
diamond streams,
I'm locked alone,
mute and dry and then the blood comes
and they listen,
then the screams go running down my arms
and they can hear,
I smash the insanity crawling in my mind.
I let the screams run
and run and run until
they've told all this soul
needs to say.
Shane

I got it here

*sigh* ok, that's out.

Welcome to my emotional garbage can.

"Better out than in I always say"
~Shrek

Laziness

Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired.
- Jules Renard

I seem to be resting a lot lately

The best way to cheer yourself is to try to cheer someone else up.

~Mark Twain

sweet nothings...

Do not forsake me O my darlin'....

Hopeless romantic post

That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.

~Drew Barrymore in
Never Been Kissed

heh... yeah.... *smile*

Yes. Nearly everybody gets twitterpated in the springtime. For example: You're walking along, minding your own business. You're looking neither to the left, nor to the right, when all of a sudden you run smack into a pretty face. Woo-woo! You begin to get weak in the knees. Your head's in a whirl. And then you feel light as a feather, and before you know it, you're walking on air. And then you know what? You're knocked for a loop, and you completely lose your head!

~Bambi

**that means they are in heat**

Amazing the things you get from watching movies that you watched as a kid when you watch them when you are older.

A prayer

Father in Heaven! When the thought of thee wakes in our hearts let it not awaken like a frightened bird that flies about in dismay, but like a child waking from its sleep with a heavenly smile.

~Soren Kierkegaard

Don't know who this person is exactly, but they seem to have some good thoughts

An oldie but a goodie

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

~The Road Not Taken
by Robert Frost

What a kiss means...

*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets do it"
*Kiss on the Forehead ----"i hope we're together forever"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"we belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...
*Holding Hands ---"we definitely love each other"
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Holding on tight ---"i don't want to let go"
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"i just plain love you"
*Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"


-I'd agree

So true...

If people never did silly things, nothing intelligent would ever get done.
~Ludwig Wittgenstein

Random Movie Quote

Linus Larabee: After all, this is the 20th century, Father.
Oliver Larabee: Twentieth century? Why, I could pick a centruy out of a hat, blindfolded and come up with a better one.

~Sabrina (1954)

So friday, I watched "Breakfast at Tiffani's", then yesterday I watched "Sabrina". Now all I need to do is watch "Roman Holiday" and my little Audrey Hepburn marathon can be compleate, ooh, and "Wait Until Dark". I like Audrey Hepburn.