Well I was able to finalize my incomplete for Spanish Senior Seminar. I don't have to turn in the paper until the second week of 2nd semester, and then I'll be completely done on the 3 week.

... I'm not sure if I should really be proud of that....

Now, things to do before the semester ends:
-Work more on quantitative project of social connectedness at Bethel
-Work on other project Odubote has assigned for that class
-Finish final draft on Durkheim paper
-Work on theorist matrix
-Do take home exam
-Turn in take home exam by next Friday morning
-Prepare powerpoint presentation for quant. project
-Not stress too much

*edit*
I am completely lost when it comes to Odubote's projects. I don't know anymore what is due when. I just hope I can pass the class.

Life's a bitch until you die

That might just be true...

So I'm definitely ready to be done with school. Being in it for 4 years gets to be old, and at the worst time in a person's academic career. I think just about anyone in my situation could agree with that.

I'm taking an incomplete for my Spanish Senior Seminar class, and I'm still trying to be ok with it.

And I still don't know what I want to do after all of this.

Looking into massage therapy, and it looks interesting. (Now only if I can get over the idea of massaging overweight, hairy, old men, I should do fine. (In a weird way, I am, at least of right now))

*sigh*

I feel so much better.

Now, I just can't wait until tomorrow.

ppppplllllbbbbbb

It's a complex thing, getting picture messages from the boyfriend while he's in Disney World on a family trip.

Almost more of a cruel and unusual punishment than a nice I-miss-you/wish-you-were-here.

I don't think he realizes what he's doing by sending me those pics.

Not meant for facebook

Amanda:
is over drafting like crazy, and now owes over $200 to her bank.
is not looking forward to this Saturday when she has to confront both the bank and her father.
is missing her boyfriend.
is jealous because he is in Disney World.
is going to have to take an incomplete in her senior sem class.
has no motivation to do homework.
has no motivation to do anything.
doesn't want to watch tv anymore, but doesn't know of anything better to do.
is going to get over this and find something to do tonight that is fun.

Wow...

When I hear this lady speak, I just think "Kim Jong Il"

I hate PMS.

And Sheryl Crow lied.

"Why? Why did you look....?"
"I'm an emotional cutter."

I've learned.... a little more about my feelings, and understand and accept them a little more.
I'm happy with where I'm going.

Random:
*while watching a Target ad of new roomies dancing while rearageing their room*
"So, did you and your roomates do that when you first moved in?"
*we both laugh*

.... or *anything* for that matter....

and I don't look at it as a joke.
and neither should the person who sent in that secret.

PostSecret:

Him and me.

Non-posted facebook statuses

Amanda:
is facing the past.
has it all out in the open.
is anxious.
prays things will turn out well.
wants to cuddle.
should pray more.
is on an emotional roller coaster and doesn't want to take you along, but if you want to come, be my guest, but be warned.
is still dealing.
wants the fairy tale ending and hopes this road leads to happily ever after.
will work on it with you.

....meh... why the hell not...

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Commemoration of Amy Carmichael, Founder of the Dohnavour Fellowship, 1951

To the dim and bewildered vision of humanity, God's care is more evident in some instances than in others; and upon such instances men seize, and call them providences. It is well that they can; but it would be gloriously better if they could believe that the whole matter is one grand providence.
~George Macdonald~

From Roosterteeth.com

*sigh*

This relates really well to a simulation we had in my Theology of Poverty class.
I find the timing quite ironic.

...here goes nothing...

Why boys are stupid

I'm kind of jealous of the life I'm supposedly leading.
- Zach Braff

Of all forms of caution, caution in love is the most fatal.
~Anonymous~

The secret of being a bore is to tell everything.
-Voltaire