Craig and I are on a break.

We are going to talk about what we've thought about since being on a break tomorrow.

I need sleep.

i am so lonely.......

It is too much to ask for?

I'm not feeling good (might have brought an unexpected/unwanted souvenir from Peru) and I can't go anywhere and all I want to do is cuddle with my boyfriend.

Apparently his car wants to be on vacation for a little longer because it started smoking while he was driving it. But I guess it's ok enough for him to go to work and make a pit stop at target to get the latest pokémon game. *huge sigh of frustration* I even offered my car but he doesn't want to come and get it. *bigger sigh of frustration*

...I just want to see him.......


Also, I just want to eat solid food.

Almost 2 years

That's how long we've been dating.

Part of me feels like I don't know him any better. I swear, he tells more to other people than me. And it's not in my head.

We go see a movie. I ask him how it is. He says fine.
We get back to his room. His roomie asks how the movie was. He says it was really imaginative, good acting, interesting, etc.

A friend asks him what his plans are tomorrow so they might be able to meet up for breakfast food. He says he might go shopping to get a zippo lighter and stuff.
I ask him what his plans are tomorrow, he says he doesn't know. He didn't remember I was there with him while he was talking with that friend.

He admits that he answers me like he answers his mother. REALLY reassuring.

UUUUUGHALSKDFIAERFJNL;ANFD;AIHJDO;IFJALJDFS;!!!!!!

*bangs head on nearest hard surface*

There must be a better way to spend my Friday night....