So how are you Amanda?

Do you really wanna know?

I'm stressed!

(please excuse this next post, it's going to be mostly a rant)

My grandpa died day after Christmas. He was my last grandparent.

My sister came up for the funeral, brought her daughter Chyenne. Although she (Chyenne) is adorable, I'm don't know how to handle the news that my sister is going to try to move back up here. It will mean more time with my darling, dear niece, but then I also have to see my sister. I'm not sure if I'll be compleatly thrilled about it, after all, she did run away with a guy, leaving her two sons behind, and us not hearing from her for two years. But hey....

I have to finish a 25 page Spanish Senior Seminar Paper over the next month. Did I mention that it has to be in Spanish, because it does.

I'm going to have to go into the Buisness office tomorrow, because I was charged with for an intrim class, which I am NOT taking.

My roommate texted me earlier saying we need to rearange the room because she can't get internet for her online class. I'm going to suggest that she talk to ITS before we move stuff around.

My boyfriend and I are doing this less/little-physical-contact thing because we have been using more non-verbal than verbal communication, which is kinda a double blade sword because on the one hand we are finding new ways to show eachother that we love one another, but at the same time, his hugs and kisses and cuddles are really relaxing and are just.... wonderful.... and I'm not getting any of them, or at least not until next month (on our aniversary, to be precise).
.... I'm afraid of a bad outcome, and that we'd be "better off as friends".... I don't know how well I could handle that if I didn't feel the same way. I really hope it doesn't turn out that way.

So this increase in stress causers and decrease in destressers will make for an.... interesting next couple of weeks. Some of the stuff I'm just going to have to get through and it will be done in a month or so, others.... it'll take a while to adjust.

Not to mention that I'm currently house sitting for my cousin, and I think that the other person that housesits accidentally left the frezer partially open or something and perhaps the meat and such that is in there dethawed a little because it smells a little like something died in there, or threw up. But that will be solved by Saturday, when she gets back.


Hopefully a happier post will come soon. *crosses fingers*